18/05/2013

song of the week

stardust
by : mika



I could be staring at somebody new 
But stuck in my head is a picture of you 
You are the thunder, I was the rain 
I wanna know if I’ll see you again 
I said I love you, you said goodbye 
Everything changes in the blink of an eye 
It’s been a while, I still carry the flame 
I wanna know if I’ll see you again 
See you again, see you again 
Want you to know, what you mean to me 
What will it take, take you to see? 

I could put in a stardust in your eyes 
Put a little sunshine in your life 
Give me a little heart to feel the same 
And I wanna know if I’ll see you again 
if I’ll see you again

I’ve seen that before, cause you’re not even there 
I’m writing this song and you don’t even care 
Throw me a lifeline and open my door 
And pick up my heart that you left on the floor 
On the floor, on the floor 
Want you to know, what you mean to me 
What will it take, take you to see? 

I could put in a stardust in your eyes 
Put a little sunshine in your life 
Give me a little heart to feel the same 
And I wanna know if I’ll see you again 
if I’ll see you again

Funny How the time goes rushing by 
And all the little things we leave behind 
But even any other thing i do,
is a little bit of me, a little bit of you 
When will I see you again? 
When will I see you again? 
When will I see you again? 
When will I see you again? 

I could put in a stardust in your eyes 
Put a little sunshine in your life 
Give me a little heart to feel the same 
And I wanna know if I’ll see you again 
if I’ll see you again

I could put in a stardust in your eyes 
Put a little sunshine in your life 
Give me a little heart to feel the same 
And I wanna know if I’ll see you again 
if I’ll see you again

Funny How the time goes rushing by 
And all the little things we leave behind 
But even any other thing i do,
is a little bit of me, a little bit of you 

When will I see you again? 
When will I see you again?

thingsilove #1; book


i like to read books. i love how they can take me away from any state of mind, and let me live in my own little bubble, where the words flashes by and picture invade my mind.

i love how i become the characters, yet at the same time i'm watching from above. i love how every little word stays with me, and how emotions can be felt by something as little yet as big as words.

i love how i can feel the book in my hand,and how the paper feels between my fingers as i turn the pages. 

i love how the language leaves marks in my heart, and how my mind consumes the language.

and finally,
i love how different it feels, because these days reading books is became a rare thing to do and that makes the moment feel somewhat special in itself.


-B.G.T-



13/05/2013


“I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scared her. She was the type to like things that are concrete, like the ocean. Something you could point to and know what it was… And I think that’s why she struggled with love. She couldn’t touch it. She couldn’t hold on to it and make sure it never changed.” 

Carrie Ryan, The Dead-Tossed Waves

12/05/2013

i'm such a girl now

yesterday i tried to combine some clothes to my favorite skirt.
i really love this skirt..


at first, this skirt was a long skirt. my mother bought this from her friend then cut it into 2 pieces. 1 for me and 1 for my sister.
i could combine it with my red blouse..


the red blouse was very cheap. i bought it in my subscription store.
i also could combine the skirt with my new black blouse..


i just bought the blouse yesterday. it was very cheap too and i bought it in the same store. 
looks a lil' glam, so i could wear this to the party haha.
last, i could combine the skirt with an ordinary white tees.

i forgot to combine it with the skirt :p


yesterday, my mother gave me a dress too. she bought it from her friend.


i feel so in love with it's sabrina-collar and also the color.
last from the last.., look what i found in a store!


dark brown flat shoes! it looks like ballerina shoes and i feel so cute whenever i wear this. haha

meanwhile a song for you to listen to as we get through this sunday;


the paper kites  - a maker of my time

good afternoon & have a nice weekend!!
xoxo <3






11/05/2013

song of the day

if you guys don't know MIKA, i'll share one of his song. maybe you'll like him after i shared it to you.

Grace Kelly
by: Mika



xoxo

first mika gig

hey, so glad that yesterday i could see mika's concert in skenoo hall, gandaria city with my 'lil sister. yeah, finally! i've been waiting for him since 3 years ago.

last night, mika sang 17 songs;
[relax, take it easy. lola. billy brown. lollipop. emily. big girls (you're beautiful).  celebrate. grace kelly. happy ending. origin of love. popular song. rain. stuck in the middle. love today. underwater. we are golden.]
and i just can't stop jumping, dancing, singing, and shouting his name. haha i know i'm crazy, i'm sorry with that.
until now, i still can't believe what just happened last night, what just i saw last night haha. the concert was so amazing! place, audio, lighting, mika, the band, the performance, and even the audience, were very awesome.

In the middle of a song, mika opened his jacket and tossed it behind him. 
He played with his fedora hat. 
He never stopped dancing. 
He made contact with his band and the local choir guest. 
He played the piano a lot. 
He jumped to his piano several times and stood on it when he sang Rain.
He joked around with Max, his bassist. 
He casually crossed his leg on top of his piano keys and posed there for a moment. 
He stopped playing for a while to open a box of gift an audience threw on stage.
He asked the local choir to give him a high five, oh you guys just so damn lucky!

and here are the dialouges he said during the show;

"Jakarta.. We finally meet.. I know you've waited long.. But the only way we could meet again is in South Kensington. And that would be a bit problem since it's far away.."

"Jakarta, you can sing." 

"Dum, darariraridum, darariraridum.. It's up to you.. If you want to continue listening to Max.. You will continuously hear Max's voice where ever you go.. When you go home.. At 3 o'clock in the morning.. But if you want it to stop.. Join me and jump up high on the count of three.."

"What is this?!" - commenting on a "thing" that accompanied a box of gift thrown at him on stage.

"Wawawawawawa. I don't understand what you're saying! Seriously, that's all I hear." - on the unidentified "i love you" and "i want you" and "thank you" screams of the audience. He said it with a cheeky smile. Paused occasionally. And just let everyone take there time to really stare his face on the big screen. My knees went jello all over again.
(all black words copied from wizzaholic)

and you know, what i love about last night was sooooo many guys sang "big girls (you're beautiful)" with a cheeky smile. wish one day there's a guy sing it to me with a smile too.. xp
well, i'll miss yesterday. i will miss the day when i saw him. i will miss everything in 10 May '13. haaah it just too fast for me. 
he chased by the time to perform in x-factor ID. ugh, damn you x-factor!

  1. the tickets
  2. me with my goofy face and mika
  3. mika when sang rain, he stood on the piano (taken by someone else)
  4. tickets envelope
the 'baliho' (taken by someone else)

the stage & the crowded


but sadly, i didn't use my mika's tees. i came lately so i took my tees after the show.

thanks to @mikaindonesia

hah. and one more thing, i didn't bring digital camera, so i must took the pict with my phone.  :(
yeay nevermind, i'm still happy!!! haha~

xoxo <3

07/05/2013

"by the window to the woods where the deer and creatures play. there is a girl - a dreamer of dreams with a sore heart. she lives there among her books and tea and a measure of heartbreak. loving illustration. pretty things. and falling asleep far. far into the night."
 - unknown -

stressed, depressed, but well dressed.

just found some beautiful clothes, shoes, & bags and i wanna share to you..















source : lookbook.nu

05/05/2013

Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn. 
- Sylvia Plath

wonderstruck.. *lovestruck*

hi!
2 months ago, when i was in changi airport, singapore, i went to perfume shop and found taylor swift wonderstruck perfume. oh my.. i was so lucky 'cause i didn't buy anything before and still left enough money to buy this perfume.

as we know,
wonderstruck is named after the lyrics from the song "Enchanted" which tell about the feeling and the impression you get when you first meet someone you like. Taylor hopes that her fragrance will be an essential part of many impressions and first meetings.

and here are the picts..


sorry for this random pict. haha

even the box is very lovely

tadaa..! so small but lovely. i really love the bird and the cage.

that's all..
sadly, i lost the caps of the bottle, but nevermind.. it doesn't relieve my love to it :)

ok, i have to go now :)
have a nice weekend!

xoxo

03/05/2013

look at the moon, look how it shine for you.

"and if you're ever feeling lonely
just look at the moon,

someone, 
somewhere
is looking right at it too"


-s.b

02/05/2013

e-do fun trip. (do something fun in a trip)

aloha!
when i went back from my school trip, my headmaster asked us to make a journal about our trip. so this is mine;


Day 1
Thursday, 14th February 2013

            Thursday early morning, me and my friends went to Sokarno Hatta airport at 2.30 a.m Indonesia time. We checked in and waited for a couple hours before we were boarding. We left Jakarta at 5.30 a.m Indonesia time and arrived Singapore at 8 a.m. Singapore time. After we were there, we did some processes in Changi Airport and we took our suitcase to the bus.
After that, we went to Embassy of the Republic of  Indonesia Singapore (KBRI) by bus. Me and my groups were in bus 2 with 2 or 3 other groups. When we arrived there, we met Mr. Alam and Mrs. Prayati who told us about Singapore sector, Singapore laws, and cooperation between Indonesia and Singapore. We learned so much things in there. After we heard the explanation about Singapore from them, we took a picture in front of KBRI building and had a lunch.
            Our next destination was SIS (Sekolah Indonesia Singapura). In SIS, we met a lot of Indonesian students who studied in Singapore.
First event was performance of saman dance from our school, followed by choir from SIS, and traditional dance from SIS. After that, some of us and some of SIS students followed the football and badminton matches. Our school lost in badminton, but we won in football. Both of that matches were very exciting!
From SIS, around 5 p.m. Singapore time we went to Bunc Hostel. Bunc Hostel was the place where we stayed. The place was small, but very comfortable. I like to stayed there because I had roommates like Chenny, Yuki, Laureen, Alisa, Monic, and Ericka.
           We spent our first night by played Bingo in lobby. I played it with Yuki, Chenny, Aldy, Bagas, Made, and Dinda. We only played it until 10 p.m. Singapore time because we had to go to our own room. When we were in our room, we did not sleep. My friend Yuki, bought a caney bread from the restaurant near the hostel. So, me and my rommates ate a caney bread together and talked about everything, while some of us prepared their uniform for the next day before we sleep.


Day 2
Friday, 15th February 2013

            On a second day, i woke up around 5 a.m. Singapore time. I took a bath quickly and had a breakfast in lobby. After had a breakfast, some of us took a pictures in front of the hostel.
Around 7.30 a.m. Singapore time, we went to SMU (Singapore Management University). I still do not understand why we went there because we did not do anything except took a picture. However, I still impressed with the pictures that painted on the SMU poles. After 15 or 20 minutes i took a pictures with my friends, i went to the snack stand to bought cheesy tofu. The taste of cheesy tofu was very delicious and i bought it 3 times.
            From SMU, we went to NAFA (Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts). NAFA is an art college which has 8 departments; 3D Design, Arts Management and Education, Design and Media, Fine Art, Fashion Studies, Dance, Music and Theatre. NAFA has a large building. It has a large library too. I bet the students of NAFA like to spend their time in the library, because it looks very comfortable and it has more than 10 computers.
            After looked around at NAFA, we had a lunch and went to Yio Chu Kang Secondary Scool. Yio Chu Kang is an art school. The building, canteen, and the field are very large. In YCKSS we looked around the school accompanied by 2 of YCKSS students (I forget their names), made our own soap, and watched performances of Saman dance from our school, Indian and Paty dance from YCKSS. YCKSS students were very kind and friendly. We took a picture together and exchanged the gifts.
            Around 6 p.m Singapore time, we went back to Bunc Hostel. We had a little rest, took a bath, had a dinner, and then we went to Mustafa Centre to shopped. In Mustafa Centre, i bought a glass and a chocolate stick for my little sister. From Mustafa we went to Caney Bread restaurant near our Hostel. Then, we back to our Hostel and played Bingo again. We played it until 11.30 p.m. Singapore time. Before we sleep, we packed our suitcase and our luggage because at the third day we had to move to another Hotel.


Day 3
Saturday, 16th February 2013

            On the third day, we woke up earlier because we had to move to another hotel. We left Bunc Hostel and moved to 81 Dickson Hotel. After we put our luggage in 81 Dickson, we went to Universal Studio Singapore. We arrived there at 11 a.m Singapore time and it was the first time i went there. For an hour, we played games like Transformers The Ride Ultimate 3D Battle, and Battlestar Galactica Human vs Cylon. At 12 p.m Singapore time we had to out from Universal for lunch.
            After had a lunch, we played at Madagascar a Crate Adventure, Canopy Flyer, Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure, Revenge of the Mummy, and watched 4D movie at Shrek 4D Adventure. We also took a pictures at some places. My favorite game was Battlestar Galactica Human vs Cylon and Revenge of the Mummy so far because i could scream out loud until i almost lost my voice when i was played the games. Seriously, i was so excited! Before i went out from Universal Studio, i bought some merchandises like a comb, a cap, and displays for my family.
Around 5 p.m. Singapore time, we waited for our bus before we went back to our hotel. At hotel, the teachers asked us to choosed our roomates, so i choosed Chenny as my roommates. When we got our room key, we went to our room and i took a bath while Chenny took a rest. After took a bath and had a dinner, we went to Bugis Street to shopped again. I was sick at that time, so i just walked around at there and did not buy anything. I did not really like to shopped at Bugis Street because most of the sellers were very unkind and rude.
I went back to hotel with Chenny, Alisa, Niko, Indah, Tira, Vincent, Bryan, Adit, Bagas, and Aldy. When we arrived at hotel, me and Chenny went to our room and packed our suitcase because we had to leave Singapore and back to Jakarta at the next day. After packed our suitcase, me and Chenny did not really sleep. We talked and talked and talked until 1 a.m Singapore time and suddenly felt asleep.


Day 4
Sunday, 17th February 2013

                 That was the last day we stayed in Singapore. i woke up at 6.30 a.m Singapore time and took a bath. After took a bath i had a breakfast in my room with Alisa, Monic, and Chenny. Then, we prepared our suitcase and luggage because we would check out at 9 a.m.
               From hotel, we went to Merlion Park to saw a big lion statue, Marina Bay, and a big carousel. After we took a ton of photos in Merlion Park, we headed to Science Centre Singapore. In Science Centre, we could find some interesting exhibitions about science and technology. At 12.30 p.m Singapore time, we continued our trip to Orchard road. When we arrived at Orchard road we went to Lucky Plaza. Oh my God, i felt like i could not breath. That place was full of people. Because of that, i lost my passion to buy a souvenir.
             After we walked around Lucky Plaza, i felt so hungry. So, i bought a premium lamb kebab in kebab stand near Lucky Plaza. The taste of kebab was very delicious and made me want some more. At 5 p.m we went to Changi airport. We had an early dinner and did some processes like passport and suitcase controled. After that, the teachers told us that we could buy a souvenir before we entered the plane. So, i went to perfume shop and bought a bottle of Taylor Swift Wonderstruck perfume for myself.
Our plane was delay, so we left Singapore at 8.55 p.m. Sigapore time. I was very tired at that time. In the plane, i just stared at my friends and felt asleep.
          Around 11.30 p.m Indonesia time, we arrived at Soekarno Hatta airport. We did some processes like usual and took our suitcase. After i took my suitcase, i said goodbye to my friends and my teacher and then i went home. I could not believe that my  beautiful trip with generation 20 of Budi Luhur Senior High School was over.


yay that's all!
haha what do you think? i think i miss that 4-days trip!!

ok i gotta go,
bye <3

ps: sorry for my grammar :p