rest in peace, buddy.

halo semua!
lama sekali kita tidak bersua, karena selain sibuk gue juga gak tau apa yang mau gue ceritain ke kalian haha.
tapi kali ini gue punya sesuatu yang mau diceritain niyhhh *gebuk-gebuk manja* alah.

jadi gini, tanggal 22 juli kemarin salah satu temen kelas gue meninggal. namanya alvan. he was a good guy. dia deket sama siapa aja.
alvan meninggal di hari senin, dan pas hari jumat-nya gue gak masuk sekolah karena bikin ktp (ya terus gue harus berenang ke lautan sambil bilang 'uh gila keren banget' gitu, bil?) jadi gue gak sempet ketemu dia.
se-pendengar-an gue dari anak-anak yang lain sih alvan masuk rumah sakit hari minggu karena sakit di kepalanya. gue baru denger kabar itu pas hari senin pagi-pagi di sekolah. gue kira dia cuman sakit pusing-pusing biasa, jadi gue juga biasa aja.
pas lagi perwalian, anak kelas b1 punya niat mau jenguk alvan pulang sekolah tapi ternyata manusia cuman bisa bikin rencana, tuhan yang berkuasa. sekitar jam 1-an, anak kelas b2 dapet kabar kalau alvan udah gak ada. it was the worst moment we've ever had. suasana kelas yang tadinya rame karena lagi pelajaran pak asep jadi bener-bener hening.
sedih banget.
dan yang paling bikin gue sedih, gue belum maaf-an sama alvan karena kita sempet punya masalah waktu itu. sampe sekarang gue masih nyesel banget, kalau bisa diulang gue mau minta maaf.. :(

untuk mengenang alvan, tanggal 9 september kemarin pas assembly, kelas XII science ngewakilin #20 & sma budi luhur untuk mengenang alvan lewat video. anyway, gue udah berulang kali upload video-nya tapi tetep gak bisa juga. maafkan aku pemirsa belum bisa kasih liat hasil videonya. tapi sedih banget ih kalau ditonton terus videonya. :/

yaudah deh, intinya gue & semuanya kangen banget sama alvan. doa dari kita semoga alvan bisa tenang di sana & dikasih tempat terbaik sama Allah swt. amin yra.

ok deh nabil mau pamit dulu ya, pemirsa..~

papay!

oliver tate

oliver tate by betsybell 

exilim je10

holla..
well, today i wanna tell you what i just found today, i found a little cool camera from my friend's bbm pict. it is CASIO EXILIM JE 10.., and i love that camera at the first sight! awch, i want it sooooo bad!!

isn't it cool? 

beside brown, it has 2 other colors. there's pink and black

this cute little camera designed just for the ladies, combines performance and appearance. It has several interesting functions such as Premium AUTO, Make-up, Self-portrait, BEST SHOT, and ART SHOT (8 effects).

A colour-coordinated camera jacket and shoulder strap are bundled as accessories. They offer easy portability and immediate access when you have a photo opportunity. The pink model has a matte-textured pink case. While the bright pink colouring reminds a nail polish or lipstick effect, the crocodile skin finishing recalls fashion wallets and pouches and adds to the feminine touch. 

In terms of specifications, the JE10 comes with a 16.1 megapixel CCD sensor, a 5x optical zoom, a 26mm wide-angle lens, and a 2.7inch LCD display. It has an Anti Shake Mode, Face Detection, HD movie (which is compatible with YouTube™ so you don't need to resize your videos), and uses micro HD memory card.

it's an example of a fisheye lens effect.

The camera also has a Make-up Function, which is similar to the in-camera retouch modes in some other compacts that's meant to make skin appear brighter and smoother. For more detailed specifications, click here.

What I really like about the camera is a small size and functionality. It has a simple design and isn't cluttered with buttons. It also has some additional touches that may not be necessary from the technical point of view, but they make the whole experience more fun:

• The user's guide has a girly floral cover.
• Raised operation buttons permit smooth handling, even with long fingernails.
• The glossy pink colour pairs perfectly with fashion items and small accessories.
• It fits into a clutch / evening handbag.
• The camera menu is available in three colours: pink, white, and black.

And what's even more interesting, with JE10 you don't need to have an extensive photography knowledge to produce really interesting, high-quality images. Example: when the camera detects backlighting, it automatically suppresses blackout of the subject and whiteout of the background. Natural gradations are reproduced for an image that looks just as great as the real thing. So basically, you don't need to worry about the lighting at all. The camera does it for you! :)

tearing lips

tearing lips by nabilahna9

new me

hi, happy weekend everyone :)
happy father's day too, to all fathers both in heaven and in the world.

2 days ago, i just cut my hair.
you know, i was very stressed. so.., i decided to cut my hair. haha
i wish the new hair could bring the 'new me', i mean myself with lot of happiness.

and this is how i look like

yea, that's it.

it's me, i swear. haha

ok i gotta go now,

bye love!

montase

aku berharap tak pernah bertemu denganmu.

supaya aku tak perlu menginginkanmu,

memikirkanmu dalam lamunku.

supaya aku tak mencarimu setiap kali aku rindu.

supaya aku tak punya alasan untuk mencintaimu.

dan terpuruk ketika akhirnya kau meninggalkanku.

tapi...,

kalau aku benar-benar tak pernah bertemu denganmu,

mungkin aku tak pernah tahu seperti apa rasanya berdua saja denganmu.

menikmati waktu bergulir tanpa terasa.

aku juga tak mungkin bisa tahu seperti apa rasanya sungguh-sungguh mencintai...

dan dicintai sosok indah seperti..,

kamu.

-W.R-